To be quite honest, I still regret running. I try rationalizing by saying that it will be an easy task on my part, but seeing how I don’t ever settle (hence my irrational overhoarding spree lately on responsibilities because I’m a little insecure bitch)… I doubt that that will be the case during my service as an officer of this not-so-little organization that still freaks the hell out of people when I tell them I am part of it.
Nevertheless, I consider this to be a challenge to be accepted and eventually, conquered. Right now, I look forward to more awkwardness with these people because clearly, I am new and I am yet to belong (I now hope I do!). But together with that awkward, I hope, will be fulfillment and success.